note to self

its the saddest days of my life and i lost her trust :(

christmas :)

hey ppl merry XMAS :D
just can wait for this year's celebration la...lots of presents i hope :p
p/s:i want youuu for christmas and i love you hehe :)

so far away yet always close

So far away...
the roads which you walk.

Yet so close...
always in my heart.

So far away...
I cannot touch your hand,
I cannot feel your breath,
I cannot hold you close.

Yet so close...
I can feel you in my heart,
I can see you in my mind,
I can hear you in my ears.

You can go so far away...
You can travel to the ends of the earth...

But as long as I have your love...
As long as I have you...
You will always be close.

For,
As sure as the sun rises,
And the tides will change,
I will always love you,
An you will always be close to my heart.

our love...

Suppose im no longer by your side,dont you isolate yourself.Just imagine the the happy times when you and i mingle in a blue sky when our love was strong.If you are gone,must i suffer? If ur not by my side,must i be sad? I always imagine that you are beside me even though you are not.No matter where you are,my love for you will never fade.When I was carving words of love at the pine tree,the moon was smiling and shining at us and the leaves fell gently on your hair as we enjoyed the wonderful atmosphere.Here we promised to love each other till the very end as the moon witnessed our love grew stronger.

birthday gone bad...

A friend of mine got together with this girl which he had a crush since high school. She was a really nice girl and all, but also a really dumb girl :p ,and we all told him that he could get a better girl. He didn’t listen. After getting together with her, he invites her to his 21st birthday party, which is only a few days later. When she shows up in the hotel for his birthday, she brought a date with her. My friend flips out, but we manage to calm him down. We tell him not to make a scene at his own birthday party. As the drinking, wears on, the girl and her date begin to obviously flirt at the table. My friend snaps. In the middle of someone’s birthday speech for him, he starts yelling at the girl from across the table, calling her a whore, a bitch and a slut. He yells so loud that nearly everyone at the party stops eating to watch. He ends up fighting the guy in the hotel, getting a black eye, getting thrown out by some waiters, and calling the rest of his birthday off. Two days later he talks to the girl and he asks her why she brought a date. She tells him that she didn’t want a relationship with him, but didn’t want to tell him on his birthday because she thought that would be rude.

i got a new complain!

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black.

the man who sold the world :)

i love this song by nirvana which kurt cobain sang during MTV unplugged in new york which was 5 months before he died :( .The original version of this song was by david bowie but i feel the nirvana version is better and its one of my fav :D

note to my angel

it scares me to know that i might lose you
it's so terrifying to know that it is you
i know i wanted it too
but what i care more about is you

so wake up my dear angel
wipe this tears away for me
cast this fear aside for me
please,wake up for me


ps: i love you.

our deepest fear..

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.It is our light, not our the darkness that most frightens us.You're playing small does not serve the world that there is nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine,not just some of us but all of us and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear,our presence automatically liberates others.

guess what?

I


MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS


YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU =D

heart laced with venom

i was too puerile to understand your ways and i'm naive back in the days,it caused so many arguments and strays.Now i realize how to treat you and the secret to keep you. Be faithful now, cause cheating's lethal :p

dilemma dilemma =(

fuck the world man...i just realise tat my quarterfinals game for the mmu cup falls on the same day as my teakwando's "physical training" thing.i just hope that the game is not in the morning ,if not I'M SCREWED =(.Y does this shit always happens to me??i jst need to get away from all this bullshit so i have decided to go on a vacation ALONE and get some relaxation =)hope everything goes well and ill update on my langkawi trip.peace out =)

im not on drugs!

just because i drastically loose weight that doesn't mean im on DRUGS laaaaaaaaaaa.Just chill people, nothing is wrong with me.im totally FINE,its just that im trying to get to my ideal weight and i know u all love me and i appreciate that(you guys know who you are hehe).Ones again I DONT DO DRUGS =)

need to get back to 70...

Ahead of the mmu president cup tournament, i think ive been taking bad steps to drastically reduce my weight.As long as i know, i been like jogging almost everyday unless im out or lazy..hehe..This i know is healthy but here comes the bad part,ive been skipping my main meals like breakfast,lunch and having a light meal at night.All that resulted in me dropping 6kilos...i only gonna do this for another week and afta tat ill eat like a pig =)hahaha..bt in moderation la,i dont want to be looking like the olsen twins lol.i was 70 when i was in f4 and tat is my ideal weight,so im trying to get there..hehe

for valentine's day...

There is a girl who is in my heart,
who made me bleed within my veins,
who i still love beyond the day i die,
i remember sitting under the moonlight looking at your smile,
glowing up in the dark,
thinking of the days and thanking someone up there,
never wanna let your hands go,
just wanna let you know,
you are the reason i fly.

Sitting next to you eye to eye,
musing over how our love grew base to base,
all those rainy and sunny days,
how i am blessed by above to be touched by your grace,
like every left has a right,
every girl has a knight,
and it is you that i think about every day and night
time passes by but through my rhyme,
u and I will live more than a lifetime.

I am like a jigsaw girl,
with you missing a part,
how am i to go on with life when I am missing my heart?
every blink of my eye till my life is true,
trust me when i say i truly miss you.

U complete me,girl,
u made me smile for no reasons at all,
without you by my side,
dam my world is soooo cold,
every time you speak,
I will walk about like I am in a fits,
My tears are dry,
i wanna feel your lips,
i feel nothing else only pain,
i cannot wait for the day to hold your hands again.=)

kinky fc..

who we are?? KINKY!!who we are?? KINKY!! who we are?? KINKY!! DAAAAAAAAAWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!
hahaha.That's our official cheer before every friendly match we had in mmu.Basically we are a group of friends playing football just for fun.I know most people don't get it because normally when a team is formed,their aim is to win cups,cash,fame and all but of course la we aso want that hehehe,but our aim is different like what i said before we just play for fun.By the way,im the goalkeeper for the team and im the only one there will ever be..hahahaha...there is this one day where i got so emo and i actually decided to quit the team. I had already made up my mind about it until i saw our team captain velleh's(pravind rk) post on facebook which goes,"'I may not be playing for the best team with the best players in MMU... But I am playing for my best team with my best friends in MMU... I'm proud to be a part of Kinky FC".I dont know why but i just stop and stared at his status on facebook,i didnt know how or what to response to it and I've decided to commit myself to the team whether im good or bad at it,ill always be there for the team =))this is my team line up:
me as the goalkeeper =))

the defenders =))
lingarajan (MR.O)
james francis
kirti ganesh
jeya(with the coat)
sasi arakkana
herwen

in midfield =)
our team captain Pravind RK
pigo pigo
nadarajah(the one on the left)
suriya
loga
dhasan
abdu
the strikers =)
satish
paarthiban
harvin

missed my lab session..

oooooooooh f**k i missed my lab for the 1st time thanks to the ever popular digi and yessssssss myself(hate to admit it)hehe,my friend hem tried to reach me in the morning but he couldn't get me because digi started their nonsense again and they decided to "upgrade their 3G " in the morning.farrrrrrrrk how now? i guess i have to go and meet the technician and discuss for a replacement class.issssssssssssssssssh leceh sial,now i have to act sick and get an MC,i know i'm good at getting mc for no particular reasons at all but still i have to go around filling up forms and stuff like tat.

fools cap..

hey there welcome to my blog,i hope that i have time to manage it so yeah ill try and update it as much as i can.soooooo whats under this fool's cap? hmmmm nothing much actually, just a little crap here and there,my friends,places i go to,parties i attend and the stuff that goes on in this drama called MY LIFE..as i grow,i have come to realise that life is actually like a drama, its not always about me me me and that i am just part of it.So this is my intro and IF all goes well, ill continue to blog till im 99. I know its a big IF but hey anything is possible=) and ooowh yeah about me errrrrr, im kind of a "quiet" type of a person when i meet new people and when i feel out of place, which i think most of the people who knows me will strongly disagree because hehehe when im around them ,the devil inside me is somehow unleashed..ok thats alot of crap so yeah welcome to this fool's cap.and last but not least i would like to wish my bro eric low happy 20th birthday.i hope our 7 years of friendship continues and thats it for now =)