note to self

its the saddest days of my life and i lost her trust :(

christmas :)

hey ppl merry XMAS :D
just can wait for this year's celebration la...lots of presents i hope :p
p/s:i want youuu for christmas and i love you hehe :)

so far away yet always close

So far away...
the roads which you walk.

Yet so close...
always in my heart.

So far away...
I cannot touch your hand,
I cannot feel your breath,
I cannot hold you close.

Yet so close...
I can feel you in my heart,
I can see you in my mind,
I can hear you in my ears.

You can go so far away...
You can travel to the ends of the earth...

But as long as I have your love...
As long as I have you...
You will always be close.

For,
As sure as the sun rises,
And the tides will change,
I will always love you,
An you will always be close to my heart.

our love...

Suppose im no longer by your side,dont you isolate yourself.Just imagine the the happy times when you and i mingle in a blue sky when our love was strong.If you are gone,must i suffer? If ur not by my side,must i be sad? I always imagine that you are beside me even though you are not.No matter where you are,my love for you will never fade.When I was carving words of love at the pine tree,the moon was smiling and shining at us and the leaves fell gently on your hair as we enjoyed the wonderful atmosphere.Here we promised to love each other till the very end as the moon witnessed our love grew stronger.

birthday gone bad...

A friend of mine got together with this girl which he had a crush since high school. She was a really nice girl and all, but also a really dumb girl :p ,and we all told him that he could get a better girl. He didn’t listen. After getting together with her, he invites her to his 21st birthday party, which is only a few days later. When she shows up in the hotel for his birthday, she brought a date with her. My friend flips out, but we manage to calm him down. We tell him not to make a scene at his own birthday party. As the drinking, wears on, the girl and her date begin to obviously flirt at the table. My friend snaps. In the middle of someone’s birthday speech for him, he starts yelling at the girl from across the table, calling her a whore, a bitch and a slut. He yells so loud that nearly everyone at the party stops eating to watch. He ends up fighting the guy in the hotel, getting a black eye, getting thrown out by some waiters, and calling the rest of his birthday off. Two days later he talks to the girl and he asks her why she brought a date. She tells him that she didn’t want a relationship with him, but didn’t want to tell him on his birthday because she thought that would be rude.

i got a new complain!

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black.

the man who sold the world :)

i love this song by nirvana which kurt cobain sang during MTV unplugged in new york which was 5 months before he died :( .The original version of this song was by david bowie but i feel the nirvana version is better and its one of my fav :D