note to my angel

it scares me to know that i might lose you
it's so terrifying to know that it is you
i know i wanted it too
but what i care more about is you

so wake up my dear angel
wipe this tears away for me
cast this fear aside for me
please,wake up for me


ps: i love you.

our deepest fear..

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.It is our light, not our the darkness that most frightens us.You're playing small does not serve the world that there is nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine,not just some of us but all of us and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear,our presence automatically liberates others.

guess what?

I


MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS


YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU =D

heart laced with venom

i was too puerile to understand your ways and i'm naive back in the days,it caused so many arguments and strays.Now i realize how to treat you and the secret to keep you. Be faithful now, cause cheating's lethal :p

dilemma dilemma =(

fuck the world man...i just realise tat my quarterfinals game for the mmu cup falls on the same day as my teakwando's "physical training" thing.i just hope that the game is not in the morning ,if not I'M SCREWED =(.Y does this shit always happens to me??i jst need to get away from all this bullshit so i have decided to go on a vacation ALONE and get some relaxation =)hope everything goes well and ill update on my langkawi trip.peace out =)

im not on drugs!

just because i drastically loose weight that doesn't mean im on DRUGS laaaaaaaaaaa.Just chill people, nothing is wrong with me.im totally FINE,its just that im trying to get to my ideal weight and i know u all love me and i appreciate that(you guys know who you are hehe).Ones again I DONT DO DRUGS =)

need to get back to 70...

Ahead of the mmu president cup tournament, i think ive been taking bad steps to drastically reduce my weight.As long as i know, i been like jogging almost everyday unless im out or lazy..hehe..This i know is healthy but here comes the bad part,ive been skipping my main meals like breakfast,lunch and having a light meal at night.All that resulted in me dropping 6kilos...i only gonna do this for another week and afta tat ill eat like a pig =)hahaha..bt in moderation la,i dont want to be looking like the olsen twins lol.i was 70 when i was in f4 and tat is my ideal weight,so im trying to get there..hehe